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Cuz I Can

Jan. 27th, 2007 | 10:44 am
location: home
mood: amused...amused
music: Cuz I Can *Pink

I have a black eye.
And I'm proud because of it....
I don't like when someone touches my bottom without my permission and when I say it... the person continues... like happened in the disco... yesterday night... so I punched him....
and... he punched me back...
and then,... it begin all... my friends and his friends... and... at the end I had lots of fun and ... my stress is gone... but... yes I have a black eye.

and... Today is MY free day... I can stay home... play Kingdom Hearts 2 on the playstation 2....

And I'm finding out that Pink has a lot of songs from the latest album that suit m... yeah...

"'Cuz I Can"
(Pink)

Hahaha
We're gonna rock and roll
Ra Ra
Alright I drink more than you
I party harder than you do
And my car's faster than yours too

P I N K
P I M P
I'm back again
I know ya'll missed me
I'm so so sick
Can't handle it
Yeah I talk ****
Just deal with it

My rims are 23 inch
And they're black on black
No they're not his
Diamonds all over my teefs
You can try and try you can't beat me

So I'll cash my checks and place my bets
And hope I'll always win
Even if I don't I'm ***ked because
I live a life of sin
But it's alright
I don't give a damn
I don't play your rules I make my own
Tonight
I'll do what I want
Cuz I can

You know I'm rare
You stop and stare
You think I care
I don't
You talk real loud
But you ain't saying nothing cool
I could fit your whole house in my swimming pool

My life's a fantasy
That you're not smart enough to even dream
My ice is making me freeze
You can try and try you can't beat me

So I'll cash my checks and place my bets
And hope I'll always win
Even if I don't I'm ***ked because
I live a life of sin
But it's alright
I don't give a damn
I don't play your rules I make my own
Tonight
I'll do what I want
Cuz I can
Yeah

Uh
Break it down
It's tough times out here ya know what I'm saying mmhmm
Yeah I'm super thick
People say I'm much too chick
Come and kiss the ring
You just might learn a couple things
I'm trying to school you dog
Ruff ruff ruff ruff ruff ruff ruff
I'm your worst nightmare
Bring it we can take it there
What are you scared

So I'll cash my checks and place my bets
And hope I'll always win
Even if I don't I'm ***ked because
I live a life of sin
But it's alright
I don't give a damn
I don't play your rules I make my own
Tonight
I'll do what I want
Cuz I can
Yeah

So I'll cash my checks and place my bets
And hope I'll always win
Even if I don't I'm ***ked because
I live a life of sin
But it's alright
I don't give a damn
I don't play your rules I make my own
Tonight
I'll do what I want
Cuz I can
Yeah

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~What to say....

Jan. 22nd, 2007 | 05:00 pm
location: home
mood: dorky...dorky
music: Who Knew *Pink

Can actualy I get a LIFE for me?
Seams not...
*sigh*
My university ... is trying definitly to kill me... on mondays I don't even have time to take a free breath... first I have like six hours in a row of lessons and then I have to run to work... and in two weeks I have english "exam" and political economy "exam"... like two days in a row... and I don't even have time to study, fortunatly I have a snake for a pet... if not, that poor thing would be dying... Sorry tai I'm not around... don't die from lonlies ok?....
I don't even have time to do my clothes... I must ask my friend to finish it... are we creazy?????? and besides... I even don't have time for study, i sleep really litle in the last days... between work, lessons and studying... I'm going to die soon...
And from now on I don't want to hear nobody's problems... and... if happens as I said... this: I TOLD YOU... will be read from here... because don't listen to poor stupid Jun she doesn't know what's happening around... but when it will be as she said... don't come to her... she will just sarcasticly lough to your face and then close her door to your face again...

Who Knew
(Pink)

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
ah huh that's right

I took your words
And I believed
In everything you said to me
yeah huh that's right

CHORUS 1
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
oh no no no

I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything


CHORUS 2
When someone said count your blessings now
'Fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
But they knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who Knew

Yeah yeah

I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

CHORUS 3
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darlin' who knew

My darlin' my darlin' who knew
My darlin' I miss you
My darlin' who knew

Who knew

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[Closed] Daisuke

Jan. 12th, 2007 | 11:41 am
location: home
mood: bitchy...bitchy
music: Lilithium *Evanescence

you...


are...


an....

IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Idiotcy

Jan. 12th, 2007 | 11:36 am
location: home
mood: bitchy...bithcy
music: Born to Kill

Lately there is quite a lot of stupidity around me....
I don't care even to write anymore... because is no use...

so you know what: GO TO HELL... BUT DON'T COME CRYING TO ME! Because I told you and if you all are complicated and you adore creating problems when there ARE NO PROBLEMS... then go ahead... I'll live my relaxed life... and ignore everything...

anyway... happy 2007... luv you but I have an urge to kill most of you....

Thank you
~*The ultimate Jun

p.s. I'm working to hard... I know

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[Private] I so love to be me *sigh*

Nov. 24th, 2006 | 07:44 pm
location: home
mood: calm...calm
music: Let me Love you ~Mario

I really have to write it down.
Can’t have everything in me without telling it.
Let’s begin with hot springs.

After they broke up, I really needed some relax, let’s face the truth, if I didn’t go I would kill the bastard that had his fingers in the breaking up thing.
So I took Tai, that few days before come to live with me to the apartment, I also finally did the third room, which wasn’t used till now, but you never know who can come sleeping at your home, so I did it.
Yamato didn’t come, because he was too busy, I hoped he would so he and Tai could finally work it out.
But… Hikari-chan managed to come.
So the day she came, before she came, I was talking to Tai and… guess what… mhm… I really don’t know how to put this things in words…
Oh, let’s call it as it’s called… I have a crush on his little sister, I can’t understand how he could… HE THE BIG BRO could open MY eyes that I love his sister… and tell me that HE would BE HAPPY to know her with me…
Ok, I like her really much, Kari-chan is sweet, cute, caring, beautiful, stunning, gentile… I’ll stop… better stop I know…
The point is I don’t know what to do about it.
I had a great time with her when we went around, shopping and sight seeing… I presume Tai didn’t want to go with us, because he thought I would do a move… but Kami-sama I’m not just a horny boy… =O=
The truth is this matter I have still to think about it.

The second thing I wanted to discuss with myself was… I come home and people talk that Dai is with that bastard and that Takeru is dating Michael.
Well Dai did tell he wasn’t dating him, and sort of I was really happy about knowing it; while Takeru still didn’t answer me about that Michael thing… maybe I shouldn’t bug him about it. Maybe it’s good for him to find someone else to forget my brother… even if I don’t know… the truth is that I don’t believe Takeru had shown all his emotions… about the whole thing…
I think I’m becoming repetitive… I would gladly see that bastard dead…

The third thing…
This morning Takeru and Daisuke showed up, and Dai seemed so broken down that I resisted really much from not hugging him… Takeru said that he slept at his home but he couldn’t anymore… I know why… but anyway… IT’S OKAA SAN’S FAULT…
I left Dai to Tai’s care, and I dressed up and went to kaa-san’s work, asking her to come out.
THAT WOMAN IS CREAZY… in the near future I think we’ll see also tou-san coming living with us. Well I had a chat with her… more like yelling on each other… and I said to her she is not a mother, because if she really loved us, she would care if we were gay or lesbian or harikrishna or whatever… she also said that it was all my fault that Daisuke is gay… I précised that he is not really gay, he is bi – he swings both ways…but never mind…
I need to check on Daisuke now… to see if he still sleeps…

Matta ne
~Jun

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[CLOSED] Ichijoji Ken

Nov. 24th, 2006 | 12:10 pm
location: School
mood: angry...angry
music: Baptism of blood *Malice Mizer

Do you think you are funny?
Or just a great person who has to have everything he wishes for?
Or do you have some sick way of humor?
Because from the first day I saw you... I didn't like you... but it was Daisuke's choice...
Now... I'm getting really irritated of your presence in my brother's live... because YOU ARE RUINING IT! And Who makes my brother sad has to pay.
I presume you never heard about the thing, when you love someone, let him go to find his happines even if it's not you to give it...
No... I presume NOT... you had to ruin, something beautiful hurting both... Daisuke and Takeru, but I also presume that you really don't care, because that means that Daisuke will look at you, BUT NOT FOR LONG BABY... he'll see that you are an egoistical, narcisistical, egocentrical self absorbed creature... and that you are NOT A FRIEND... because if you were a friend, you wouldn't do things you did to Daisuke...
And the part that angers me the most is, that Dai still sees you as best friend, even if you did NOTHING about it... only stabling him in his back, ruining his life and making him miserable...

I'M WATCHING YOU... ANOTHER MOVE LIKE YOU DID FEW WEEKS AGO... AND I'LL TAKE IT PERSONLAY.

~Jun
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[Closed] Takeru

Nov. 22nd, 2006 | 10:03 am
location: home
mood: confused...confused
music: Breat No More *Evanescence

Look, I don't want to nose in your private life, really...
but you know me... I'm a courious person and you are a friend, and I have to know all about my friends...
so...

are you dating Michael?

Matta ne
~Jun
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[Closed] Daisuke

Nov. 20th, 2006 | 12:33 pm
location: school
mood: cynical...cynical
music: Join me in death *Him

Are you dating Ken? Because if it's true... you are my brother NO MORE.

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Hey

Nov. 20th, 2006 | 10:11 am
location: school
mood: happy...happy
music: Love is all you need *The Beatles

We are finally back.
Well maybe not really Finally, I would glady stayed more, and have fun.
With Tai we decided to go for a week in Hotsprings for a week, but we stayed longer, and we made stay Hikari longer also.
We all needed relaxing, I'm just sad because Yamato couldn't come, but hey...
It was still great.
Now I'm at school, I didn't lost much of lessons, seems that they had some kind of vacation too, I do understand profesors, they must be really, really stressed, and what is better then hotsprings?

Right now I don't care what is happening here around, because I'm so relaxed and feeling well, and I don't want to ruin it, because of my angriness... and i DON'T want to talk about somethings that happened and some people, so don't ask...

Besides while we were there I did some shopping, and I'm happy, because I had to spend some quality time with Hikari, and that made me feel really happy, we chated and had fun.

Oh the professor entered... I'll write more soon.

Matta ne
~Jun

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WRONG

Nov. 6th, 2006 | 03:05 pm
location: home
mood: drunk...drunk
music: Black Daimond *Stradovarius

I ask my self WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU!
I don't know...
Must do the drama, if you don't do it... you aren't happy?
Or you enjoj in your sadness, and hurting others?
Is that all the point?
Tell me... because I can't recognise anymore... all of you...

...
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